Maths paper 2 susah giler babi lah sey!! Azizul pon said so..Lagik die tak abes. I spent about almost 30mins on the first two pages. Sigh. Seriously..I dont know if I can pass or not. If I happen to pass..it must've been a miracle. I cried while showering because that's where none of my family members would know that I'm weeping my eyes out. I'm tired, I have doubts on whether I could still go on or not..and I'm this close to nearly giving up. Sigh

I was late. Azi had to wait for me for about half an hour. Headed for the Wdls library. He taught me maths and chemistry. At least I've some brief ideas about vectors. Spent about two hours plus in the library. Walked around the Marsiling area and then we climbed the hill. We just sat on the flat surfaced rock and enjoyed the breeze. Actually, it's not only that. When he wrapped his arms around me, I felt very safe and secure. The comfort of being in your arms just makes me feel so special. I could practically rate how fast your heart beats when your chest touches my back. I followed Azi home but I waited outside at the staircase while he gets ready for work. Out of the sudden, he called me to come inside. His mother and granny welcomed me. I sat next to Azi. His mother and granny interviewed me. (where I'm schooling?what's my race?where I'm staying?how do I know Azi) I was feeling a little shy and a bit awkward. I tried to play cool though. Ten minutes later, Azizul got home with red plastic bags. We sort of smiled at each other..haha. Then, Azi and I went off. I stayed in the bus while he dropped at the Woodlands Interchange.

I hope I'll do well for the science practicals later on. I know that I can do it. All I need is to score at least two digits for chemistry and physics.


Ya Allah, aku mohon padamu. Mudah-mudahan aku boleh menjawab semua soalan yang di lemparkan nanti. Amin-amin yahrobbala'lamin.

Lack of confidence.

Yesterday.I feel sooo guilty.I told mak ngah that I'll sleep over.To accompany her till friday.But then,I didnt.It was due to some effing family problems.I love her so very much.She's like a mother to me.I really wanted to keep her company after my other aunt's death.Actually,I was already set to go..but then tukar baju balek.Fed up sia.So,I cried as I lay helplessly on my bed.I tried to sleep but I cant seem to..

I woke up with a slight fever.At around 11 plus, myra came over.We went to amk to meet michael because I owe him something.We went to school with aisah.So effing nervous.My hands were cold.I began to panic when I saw one of my classmate cry.But then again,I guess there's no use crying over spilled milk.I squeezed aisah hands because I was so scared.And I felt like punching something.How I wish he was there to comfort me at that moment.I was the last person in class to get the result slip.Mrs hazlan praised me.She said that my english has improved a lot.I got 2 As.I asked her to count the points for me.She said I got 8.I was so effing shocked sak.I was like..really ar..really..?.After that,my vision became blurr.I cried.All those hardwork,lack of sleep,sleeping on the floor and efforts had finally paid off.Myra,kaisah,hilma and aisah passed.However,I feel sad because some didn't make it.I smsed him as soon as I know my results..haha.When I got home,I realised mrs hazlan counted wrongly..I got 7 pnts lahh..not 8.Ahhh..I'm so so so so happy!!.And now..I can sleep in peace without worrying about my results.

The sounds of the irritating crows, the crawling ants and the flying dragonflies are not distracting because I was with you.I gave my full attention and my heart to you.Everytime you're with me, I feel as though nothing else matters to me but you.

manipulated
fine arts
12 april

a girl who is trying to figure out what life could bring
who is learning to appreciate the simple things in life
who never thought that she would fall for someone who contrasts sharply in abilities and interests.

Maths paper 2 susah giler babi lah sey!! Azizul pon said so..Lagik die tak abes. I spent about almost 30mins on the first two pages. Sigh. Seriously..I dont know if I can pass or not. If I happen to pass..it must've been a miracle. I cried while showering because that's where none of my family members would know that I'm weeping my eyes out. I'm tired, I have doubts on whether I could still go on or not..and I'm this close to nearly giving up. Sigh

I was late. Azi had to wait for me for about half an hour. Headed for the Wdls library. He taught me maths and chemistry. At least I've some brief ideas about vectors. Spent about two hours plus in the library. Walked around the Marsiling area and then we climbed the hill. We just sat on the flat surfaced rock and enjoyed the breeze. Actually, it's not only that. When he wrapped his arms around me, I felt very safe and secure. The comfort of being in your arms just makes me feel so special. I could practically rate how fast your heart beats when your chest touches my back. I followed Azi home but I waited outside at the staircase while he gets ready for work. Out of the sudden, he called me to come inside. His mother and granny welcomed me. I sat next to Azi. His mother and granny interviewed me. (where I'm schooling?what's my race?where I'm staying?how do I know Azi) I was feeling a little shy and a bit awkward. I tried to play cool though. Ten minutes later, Azizul got home with red plastic bags. We sort of smiled at each other..haha. Then, Azi and I went off. I stayed in the bus while he dropped at the Woodlands Interchange.

I hope I'll do well for the science practicals later on. I know that I can do it. All I need is to score at least two digits for chemistry and physics.


Ya Allah, aku mohon padamu. Mudah-mudahan aku boleh menjawab semua soalan yang di lemparkan nanti. Amin-amin yahrobbala'lamin.

Lack of confidence.

Yesterday.I feel sooo guilty.I told mak ngah that I'll sleep over.To accompany her till friday.But then,I didnt.It was due to some effing family problems.I love her so very much.She's like a mother to me.I really wanted to keep her company after my other aunt's death.Actually,I was already set to go..but then tukar baju balek.Fed up sia.So,I cried as I lay helplessly on my bed.I tried to sleep but I cant seem to..

I woke up with a slight fever.At around 11 plus, myra came over.We went to amk to meet michael because I owe him something.We went to school with aisah.So effing nervous.My hands were cold.I began to panic when I saw one of my classmate cry.But then again,I guess there's no use crying over spilled milk.I squeezed aisah hands because I was so scared.And I felt like punching something.How I wish he was there to comfort me at that moment.I was the last person in class to get the result slip.Mrs hazlan praised me.She said that my english has improved a lot.I got 2 As.I asked her to count the points for me.She said I got 8.I was so effing shocked sak.I was like..really ar..really..?.After that,my vision became blurr.I cried.All those hardwork,lack of sleep,sleeping on the floor and efforts had finally paid off.Myra,kaisah,hilma and aisah passed.However,I feel sad because some didn't make it.I smsed him as soon as I know my results..haha.When I got home,I realised mrs hazlan counted wrongly..I got 7 pnts lahh..not 8.Ahhh..I'm so so so so happy!!.And now..I can sleep in peace without worrying about my results.

The sounds of the irritating crows, the crawling ants and the flying dragonflies are not distracting because I was with you.I gave my full attention and my heart to you.Everytime you're with me, I feel as though nothing else matters to me but you.

Arghh! :P

HIM

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